2 days to go before raya..tonight the question that make me too stress recently answered..huhu...the result not good for me..sob3..again, not my rezeki yet...yesss, i'm strong to go through all this..that y HE choose me..yess, i can..
wake up from day dreams..plan carefully with reality (what i must do now)...alahaii, nampak gaya macam jodoh aku di tadika sampai hujung tahun nie la...heavy to accept this fact...ahaha..lately, i know the skills to handle the kids without no need to 'rotan-rotan', 'marah-marah'...what??..hmmm, it's because one of my student said "cikgu ni kalut ja selalu"..uhu, dulu kawan2 je kata aku macam tu...now, budak ni pon nak kata ak macam tu..so, muhasabah diri balik and i agree that i'm too 'kalut'..kalut nk habiskan buku (buku depa banyak), kalut bila time depa main, cepat-cepat je ak nak suruh masuk kelas..aha, without i realize that they just a kid..time to play more than learn..but they learn when play..did u get it??.ouchh, nevermind....so, i change my teaching skills..more relax...and of course recite surah2 asas before class start (it's for their soul, their fitrah)...alhamdulillah i look they enjoy, and i feel easy..not 'serabut' anymore..
hikmah behind this (what i can see)...
after tonight, i realize that my time with my niece and nephew at home still long...i can see both of them growth up (help my mother)..yes, they still need me and i need them (to teach me the value of patience)...i believe..teach them what i know from tadika..aha, mostly lagu budak2 je la..but ajwad like it..awliya also..they like the song of banana..they lough when i sing with the 'gaya'..me also have fun..
listen ek.... i like banana..i like banana..
i split banana..i split banana..
i cut cut banana..i cut cut banana..
i eat banana..i eat banana..
emmmm, yummyyyy
now, just keep calm and relax..no more day dreams..feel tired with all "bengong2" dreams ni...focus to the next..inshaAllah, HE wil make easy for me, and for us..
**bahagia itu milik kita..believe that!!..inshaAllah**
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