I just 24 when i write this..counting days to be 25 on 14 december 2013..still young right??

but badly i feel that i'm too old...
when raya, most people said :
"la, awat nampak makin berisi ni"..kata makcik itu
"eh, hang pakai baju besar ka"..my fren said
"asma nampak besar sikit lani"..family member said

i'm still ok with all their words because it's the truth..aha, aku gemok sekarang!!..

but what happen yesterday make me hurt and spoil my mood...yesterday, one guy stop his car behind me to ask for direction..i just ignore him till he said "assalamualaikum mak cik"..yes he said me makcik..nobody there..just me and only me .hanya dgn tengok belakang aku je, dia terus expect ak ni mak cik..ouchh!!terus spoil mood nak pi kenduri...pi je kenduri tapi tak makan..huhu..

**azam sekarang: nak diet, nak beli basikal untuk exercise..chaiyokk!!

it's syawal

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin

What is the meaning of raya for u?..
For me, Raya is about happy..a lots of food..forgive and forget..visit each others..and also duit raya..this year is my first time give "duit raya" to anak2 menakan...it's a wonderful feeling..and it's wonderful feeling also when i still get duit raya...rezeki..syukur, alhamdulillah..

they love each other 

i love you..you love me..we are happy sibling..

ajwad almost 2 y..and awliya 10 m..
if u ask ajwad to 'sayang' her sister..he kiss everywhere of his sister.. her head, her hand, her stomach, her leg..yes, he love his sister so much...but sometimes dia geram sampai nak gigit2..aha...this is how he show his love..

tok always sing..
abang sayang adik..
adik sayang abang..

hopefully forever they will love and care each other..

**act, i have too many stories about them..but i'm too tired to story..