again i lock my mouth...
just let my fingers do the job...
when child outside happy playing 'mercun'..
when boys and girls were busy prepare theirself to perform teraweh...
and i??..
not a babysitter tonight..
let my sis take her responsible..
not a housegirl tonight..
no mood to do anything...
i just need a rest..
to think back about my life..
up and down..
happy and sad..
laugh and tears..
and at one point i ask myself..
why i'm too afraid about tomorrow??..
besides, i can go through happy and sad moments before dis..
so, it's not a new things..
just face it!!..
BUT
truely, when my age will comes to 25..
i'm more afraid..
afraid with uncertainty..
afraid with too many things..
i'm not brave enough..

hopefully, tomorrow will be better..