sometimes too many things happen around..
not enough space in brain to think..
also can't breath smoothly...
feel narrow..

arghh!!..like to speak loudly..
but mouth snaps neatly...
try to find someone to listen the heart..
but they go away before the voice out...
anybody want to be my volunteer??..
to listen without talk..
just listen..uhu

realize it or not..
the condition becomes bad..
emotionally hurt..
psychically weak..
mentally stringy..
oh mom please hug me (the heart speak)..;(

oh Allah..please strengthen my heart, my soul and my physical...
guide me along my life journey..
show me the right and wrong..
make me 'redha' in everything..
forgive me in everything i do wrong..


monolog Ramadan 20