health is wealth..

it's about a week i'm fighting with the 'sick'..alhamdulillah, now, i'm feeling well...

sick...'sick' is a signal from Allah...
to make us remembering what we do wrong...
to test how strong we are...
to make we realize life is too short...
and make me remember HIM...always


my parents is the best.. 

recently i always think...think about child education..the best way to teach them?..what can do and what can't...huhu...i'm feel such a loser...

and suddenly, old memories dance in my eyes...
i can look my family routine before..
sembahyang maghrib berjemaah..
baca yasin tiap malam jumaat..berjemaah jgk..
and sometimes when our family have an issue, my father will do simple usrah...
he's not talk directly to that issue but in generally..
sometimes, he test us hafazan surah, hafazan zikir..
he will start, and let us to continue...
this is the best part i like (suka tunjuk terer)...haha
all that we do after maghrib prayer...

aku...
bermain2 dalam telekung mak..
yess... i feel safe there..
and one day mak didn't pray...
after that kak also didn't pray...
hanya aku dekat saf belakang..
i ask mak 'kenapa mak tak sembahyang?'..
n mak give me a good answer 'sebab Allah bagitau mak x bole sembahyang'...
n i'm ask again 'macam mana Allah bole bagitau mak. mak jumpa Allah ka?'..
mak kata ' nanti adik besar sikit, Allah bagitau la adik'...
masa tu jeles sangat2 sebab mak n kak xpayah sembahyang..hahaha..

my mom also perform a good task as a mother...
mak membiasakan aku dengan tudung sejak umur 6 tahun..
not only tudung but also what i'm wearing...
no gaun kembang2 at that age..
yes i know...
it's to make us shame..teach us too shame...
and puasa...
mom never ask me to fasting..
and she's never angry  if i'm not fasting..
i don't know why...
and last year i'm hear one ustaz said..
what's the most important to teach child is to perform solat..
if your child perform solat and autimatically, she/he also will fasting..
sebab solat itu kan tiang agama..
yes that the answer...

mak also always bring me to surau if  have a talk..
n bring me there early morning to do 'sujud sejadah' (tiap2 pagi jumaat rasanya)..
hhahaha..
i can see i always sleep at surau...

how beautiful kid's moment i have...

alhamdulillah i have such a good parents..
maybe they're not too cool like others..
maybe they're not too open like others..
but they're the best for me..
and you too..
your parents is the best...don't compare ur parents with others ok!!

and us??..
did we be a good daughter/son to them???..