the week of stress...
that what i can conclude..
stress...stress...stress!!

astaghfirullah..
i'm not realize that i think too much..

till my body temperature increase too high..
till my breath not consistent...sometimes too slow and sometimes too fast...
till my eyes can't open..
just want too close..
just like not enough oxygen in my brain..
maybe sleep is the best treatment..
and maybe it's not..

yess...
i'm too tired..
i remembered that the doctor said "istighfar banyak2..ingat Allah"..
no medicine for me at all..

subhanallah..
alhamdulillah..
Allah hu Akbar..

again. it's a fighting..
i'm fighting with myself..

Allah hu Akbar

*kadang-kadang terlalu banyak perkara nak diselesaikan..dan terlalu banyak juga perkara yang berada diluar kawalan...berserah dan berdoalah pada Allah...sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan menguji hambanya dengan ujian yang tidak tertanggung oleh hambanya*